Now, I know some of you are probably thinking that I am just doing this to get you to buy products from me and I would be lying if that weren't true, but this morning I was woken up by a knock at the door. It was the FedEx guy dropping off my order of Advocare products. I was slightly annoyed, as I had just fallen asleep and I don’t get much sleep as it is, so I decided to sit down and unwind. I saw a plate of cookies and decided to have a couple. Long story short 25 minutes later I was looking at an empty plate and hating myself. As I thought “I hate myself for doing that!” I realized that I am addicted to food. I eat when I’m bored. I eat when I’m tired. I eat when I’m frustrated or depressed, or angry. I recognize and admit that I have a problem. Most addicts can abstain for a time, or in my case eat sensibly for a time but when circumstance allow freedom they, I, revert to old habits. This time I need to change for good. This time it needs to become part of my life and not just a “diet”. Like any addiction recovery program, it’s worked one day at a time. So, coming soon you will be seeing daily posts about how I am changing my focus from food to fit.Amazon Widget
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Making a Change
Now, I know some of you are probably thinking that I am just doing this to get you to buy products from me and I would be lying if that weren't true, but this morning I was woken up by a knock at the door. It was the FedEx guy dropping off my order of Advocare products. I was slightly annoyed, as I had just fallen asleep and I don’t get much sleep as it is, so I decided to sit down and unwind. I saw a plate of cookies and decided to have a couple. Long story short 25 minutes later I was looking at an empty plate and hating myself. As I thought “I hate myself for doing that!” I realized that I am addicted to food. I eat when I’m bored. I eat when I’m tired. I eat when I’m frustrated or depressed, or angry. I recognize and admit that I have a problem. Most addicts can abstain for a time, or in my case eat sensibly for a time but when circumstance allow freedom they, I, revert to old habits. This time I need to change for good. This time it needs to become part of my life and not just a “diet”. Like any addiction recovery program, it’s worked one day at a time. So, coming soon you will be seeing daily posts about how I am changing my focus from food to fit.
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